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So, I was chillin with Isaiah on the bed and it was so neat to watch him. His hands are so fun to watch. I don't really know why, but I guess it's like when you have a little baby and they're learning and they're hands are exploring everything and they're even exploring their hands. Well, I guess that what it's like.

I tell you what, I was watching him and it's like none of this is getting to him, you know? His eyes, his smile, this look of total peace on his face that just makes me feel like, it's o.k. I feel like he has angels that just hang around him all of the time to entertain him as well as protect him. I tell you, I wish I could see what he sees! I'm sure I have written about that before, but it's the coolest thing watching him!

Well, I've applied for a bunch of different scholarships. I think most of the were contest type things, but I figured, what the heck? Give it a try and see what happens. I've also requested info about a couple of different online colleges. Although, I was starting to get tired of filling out the info, I was really starting to get excited! I am really starting to get hyped about learning about this stuff (whoops, sorry, I don't think I said that I was gonna start seeing about nursing school)! I mean, my mom went back to school when she was like 45, but I never understood her excitement about it, you know? I went to college straight out of high school and you know how that is (except for those of you that are "excellers"), I was only going because I had to. At that time I was thinking, "Man! I just went through TWELVE years of school, why the HECK couldn't they just fit everything in there?!"

Now, I'm starting to get it! Being a stay at home mom has frustrated me, b/c it's like I'm starting to turn dumb! I know I'm smart (not trying to be big headed there) and I hate feeling like my intellegence is going to waste. Now, all of a sudden, the thought learning about the human body and learning more about spina bifida is so exciting to me, which is REALLY funny, since I always hated physical science, health, all of that! I like math and always figured I would go into computers. Nursing, though? But, YEAH! Now, I am so stoked about the idea of learning about this stuff. I'm sure some of my nursing friends that read this are probably shaking their head thinking "Oh, Lord, we're goin down!" :o)