Surprise!

A few months after Isabella was born I found out I was pregnant again! As you can tell from the title, it wasn't planned! The day the doctor told me the nurse came to me apologizing profusely. I asked her why she was sorry and she said that she knew how difficult it was just with Isaiah, let alone Isabella and now to be pregnant again. Well, I have a lot of friends who are unable to have any children, so I refused to be one of those spoiled brat people that would actually complain that God would unexpectedly bless me, whether or not it was convenient.

A few weeks after finding out about the pregnancy I started to bleed. Later that same day the doctor confirmed that I was most likely losing the baby. I didn't know what to think. I broke down everything I did to see how I could have caused this. After agonizing over every little thing I had done, I remembered that I had taken a class that had us doing some crazy intense stomach exercises. I felt so stupid. I mean, how do you forget your pregnant AND top it off with a stomach workout that most likely caused a miscarriage?! Richard and I decided his name was Judah and he's in heaven and we'll see him later.

Then, a few months later, YEP! You guessed it! I found out I was pregnant AGAIN! I finally came to the realization that I couldn't even look at my husband without getting pregnant! We found out he was a healthy boy! OMGOSH! It was the most painful pregnancy! I was so excited when I started going into labor at 35 weeks until I found out that the doctor could stop the labor! THEY STOPPED HIM FROM COMING!!!! I mean, did they not realize how much pain I was in?! The next four weeks seemed like three months, b/c I was not only ready for Jeremiah to get here, but I kid you not EVERYTHING was labor pains! A pain in my foot was labor pains, back pain was labor pain, I mean everything was labor pains!!! But according to the doctors, none of it was. I had to wait the full four weeks before my c-section. It was also the most painful birthing! When the big huge guy and my tiny doctor finally shoved him out of me, my belly turned BLACK! I don't mean black and blue, I mean B-L-A-C-K! I tell you what, though, Jeremiah stinkin ROCKS! He's HILARIOUS!

Welp, that's it for now!