Ummmm, yeah...

So, we've been here for 15 days and I think I may be losing my mind!!!! You would think that getting the breaks my husband gives me would keep me somewhat sane, but yeah, I'm getting a litte stir crazy here!!!!! So, this post (probably like most of my others, since I don't proof read any of this!) may make little to no sense, so smile and nod! LOL!

Today it's has really gotten to me that my husband and I haven't spent much time together at all in the last 15 days. Last Friday I went home early in hopes of getting to spend time with him, but instead of being able to enjoy it, all I could think of was Isaiah here at the hospital all alone. What if he was crying? What if he was getting hungry? All I wanted was for Richard to hurry up and get back to the hospital. It sucked! I mean, I miss my husband SOOOO much and the one chance I get to be alone with him I spend stressing out over Isaiah.

So, I'm hoping that we will be out of here by Friday of next week. I'm hoping that I can get a sitter for the kids, so Richard and I can go on a date. Richard said that he would set something up, but I want him to set it up now, so it feels like there is real hope of us getting out of here, but how tha heck is going to do that, if we don't even know when we will be leaving?! DARN YOU DOUBLE EDGED SWORD!!!!!

I just realized that I normally go for a walk each day to get out of the room and get some exercise in, but today I didn't leave the room much at all! I was doing some exercises in the room instead and I'm not really sure why. Honestly, I think it was out of sheer laziness, b/c I have my fun socks on and I'm cozy in my sisters sweatshirt and I didn't feel like changing to go walking, cuz it's stinkin HOT in the hallways over here!!! That may have contributed to my lack of sanity right now! Especially seeing as now the hospital is on lock down and you have a very limited area to roam around.

You know what gets me, though? Isaiah is knocked out, we have the lights off and the nurses STILL come in talking at normal levels as though no one is trying to sleep! I'm like, REALLY?! So, any of you reading that are considering becoming or are in the medical field and work evenings, pay attention to your surroundings for crying out loud! Hmmm, this sounds a little crabby, huh? Really, I think it's pretty funny, but again, my sanity is a little impaired right now! LOL!!!!!! Welp, I'm tired and ready to conk out, so LOVE, PEACE, AND A WHOLE LOTTA HAIRGREASE!